Two Girls. A Guy. And A Pizza Place.

Oh No! Is this the end?

Ok, will come to that later. But for now, I’m at work trying to figure out what I want to eat when I get home in an hrs time. Just got off the phone with Rastam and he was making fun of my eating habits (98.54% were solid facts). Well, I really need to slow down. Its bad. Lennie told me of the -10 years down the road effect-. If I’m still alive in 2018, I’d be the luckiest gedempol-bitch alive.. Hans made me understand the concept of LIVING LARGE. Not FAT. Phat ? Yes.

So, Langkawi trip is only 2 days away. Will be leaving Ampang on 29/12 at midnite (am still confused if it’s Saturday or Friday). So when they go, I’ll go la tak kesah la pagi ke malam. Will be the ONLY girl on the trip, until LiyaNa, Adreanna and Leeshy joins us waaayyy later. A feast - of hamsters? Oh yes.

Don’t know what to expect. I’m preparing for the worse.

On another note- I’ve learnt to let go. Of which I thought I never could. But yes, finally I’m blessed with people around me whom I can rely on (besides my angel sisters). Fake ke tak, belakang kira. Yang dah sedia ada FAKE tu, terang-terang lampu spot lite disuluh with a sandwich board hung on his/her bahu that says “IM A FAKE” kasi letak jauh2 laa..simpan buat apa? How long this feeling will last, well God knows. For now, I think I can breathe better and see things clearer without X with me. Was told not to leave and run away from X, but to face it with dignity. Gua lari, gua bengong. Gua face, gua champion. I’m lucky that I’m getting all the support I need. They observe (critical thinkers kan), and not liking it. Supportive friends with good hearts, what more do I want?

Trying to prove one’s point is not the goal now. It’s moving on with life and feel blessed that benda tu PERNAH jadi, and I became stronger because of it. Again, it’s a PROCESS la.. R&D belum complete, cik kak. Makmal mungkin meletup if salah mix the potion. Takpe la, kalau tak jadi. Mula la balik. Belajar kan? Tak rugi..

Risk is another factor. Lately I’ve discovered that people, I mean some “toot” species called “toot” are afraid of risk. Risk of not having things THEIR way. Wei, this is life la. If you expect everything to be smooth sailing throughout your life starting from pakai diapers masa baby to diapers bila dah tak jumpa lobang jamban (dah tua), pegi la mampos. Life can be easy if you maneuver it well. THAT I believe. But again, how to execute the plan? God knows. Im no OPRAH. Oprah pun boleh tahan bangang kot when it comes to life. Apehal adopt anak anjing ramai2? Duit melambak. Tapi tu laaa..kurang pakai anugerah Tuhan. Again, it boils down to risk. In this case, risk of commitment.

I was (am still) stuck in a middle of serabutness right now. Bukan masalah sendiri, tapi kalau silap approach it can be the reason I jump into the laut and die. I mean, it’s non of my business pun. But things happen kan, so nak put the blame on gua ke nak blame the FATE?

If people are wise enough to think, and MENERIMA HAKIKAT seadanya, Alhamdulillah.

If not?

The Gallery. Nanson Road .Siangapore

Awesome!

Me and my dad took a flight to Singapore on Saturday. Am so glad they booked us for the Singapore Airlines and yes, the seats were more spacious and the best part was I could buckle up the tali pinggang.
FYI, I had to tahan my nafas (kempiskan perut) for a good solid 45 mins on my trip to Penang recently on Malaysia Airlines 737. Putus urat kentut.

Bodho.

So I took the KLIA Express from KL Sentral and arrived in KLIA at 8.30 a.m. Waited for dad and we checked in the luggage before boarding the plane (duh!wtf?). And since we were on an international flight, they had those rules yang tak boleh bawak certain form of liquid. ahahha..there goes my solution for my contact lenses. Biasa la, gua kan degil.Whatever.

So sampai and we checked into our rooms. We stayed at this hotel - The Gallery and it was simply great. We had each, one room to ourselves and a 40 inch flatscreen TV for me to enjoy. Yes. Alone. Without daddy having the remote.

so I slept after Lunch (Delifrance) and couldn't remember where I was. Got ready for the annual dinner at about 7pm (thanks to Nirma- my angel) and I looked all elegant that nite (black kan, u'd never go wrong).

Dinner was at LebaneseBar at Fullerton Street. and of course they served free flow of wine.liquor and beer. WITH Labanese food. The Fallafel was good, so does the Lamb Khebsa and the roasted chicken.

Met other Country Directors i.e from Indonesia (fucking good looking mcm pelakon), Phillipines, Taiwan, China, India, and the three Singapore tycoons Mr. James Lee, C.P Lee, and Lee Ramos. Obviously I was the youngest Director from Malaysia and they made a joke about my awfully long signature (which I didn't get, but they all laughed). I was introduced to the 150 employees of APP Systems Pvt Ltd. And they thought I was 15! Buta ke? Keciwa bodoh.

Oh yeah. the Belly Dancer. Tetek besar bola basketball Rastam.
But she was good. Daddy felt uncomfortable tho.

Came home the next day at 0845hrs. Shared my Toffee Nut Latte with dad and was pretty satisfied and felt contented with myself.

Ok, I know this is a boring entry. Just read Saddiq's post. Can never top that. Funny.

Will be spending New Year's Eve in Langkawi.

with Great company. (Syafiq Bakar, Liyana Ghaus, Jojoi, Jimmy Jaya, Adreanna Arjunaidi ,Achap Timberlake, Rastam Ariffin, and Me)

Hope it will be a great one.

Opening a new leaf for next year.