I don't need you in my life, never did, so go away.
And don't come back. People like you don't deserve anything good in life.
No wonder.
A simple thank you from you. But that too, didn't happen.
So why bother?
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Sick and TIred of It.
Went shopping with dad at Pavi. Loved the fitting rooms. u Could do THAT in IT, ya know....
on another note, my seluar is so ketat that I think cirit could just come out from my navel.
YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT.
So u wanna remain looking like a hippo for the rest of your life?
Yeah, try doing that. All the best!
KUL-CDG-GENEVA-BERN-ZURICH-BERN-GENEVA-CDG-KUL
Its Saturday afternoon and Im on my favourite Green couch waiting for my load of laundry to finish.. How nice kan, if i have someone to do it for me, but obviously i can’t afford one. Nak hantar dobi pun ok jugak, at least dah siap lipat and bau wangi. But its gonna cost me pookey, and with the amount I pay per load, I could buy berbotol2 Dynamo. Pemalas taik (mays fav).
The sky says its gonna rain, but i doubt so la. But if it rains, then I’m gonna continue sleeping. Nirma sayang will be coming later in the afternoon after gym. Best la, since I’ve got nothing to do and am fcuking bored and I get to spent time with her. Dah lama tak makan sorang2, tengok wayang sorang2, or lepak Starbucks sorang2. I wonder if I could still do it. With my Loved (not pronounced ‘levet”) ones around me, I believe I have no reason to do so.
Ohm, I think i’ve lost my skills in writing (not that I ever had one) and it has been quiet sometime since I’ve posted anything on my blog. Had requests but unfortunately, am too lazy and had no access to internet( oh i now, have my own laptop).
A lot has happen eversince. I’ve resigned from Perbadanan Usahawan Nasional Berhad on February 2008 after serving the organisation for a year plus. Liked my job, but I dont think I could go far, given the limitation(s) i had to face. The pay sucks, too. But I’ve learnt a lot from them, and I’m thankful. Event is my thing. Dealing with people, entertaining them, organising, creating and getting things done is what I do best. However, I procastinate macam babi (not that Im proud of it) and thats not good.
I left for Paris + Switzerland on 1st April 2008. The trip was great, we got first class treatment form our Ayah ( our uncle whos already like a dad to us) throughout our stay and I enjoyed it very much (visit my page on facebook). Went to see the mountains, and we went sliding from the roof top since tak reti nak ski. As usual, Im prone to accidents, so as I was about to get out from the cable car, I slipped (it was the snow, not me) and tercium tapak kasut mat salleh tak mandi and unfortunately as I tried to get up - my butt crack said hello. Kat Tioman jatuh, kat Lang Tengah pun jatuh, kat Switzerland pun jatuh. Clumsy, bodo.
Ayah cooked every meal and the food was tremendously good. To name a few, Ayah’s perfect Sunnyside-Up. Two eggs (each x 7 days =14 eggs) fried in a pan with a hint of salt and pepper and a dash of Wurze (a type of seasoning they use) and makan dgn Toast (speacially designed bread). We look forward to breakfast every morning, while browsing thru Facebook since we had internet access in our room. And we ate a lot of pasta, and tortilla for lunch & dinner. Simple but nice. At Aunt Sussanne’s place, we had Racklett, a traditional Swiss serving of Potatoes from their backyard, Mushrooms, Chilli with Cheese (wtf?), cucumber, onions. You first melt the cheese (i liked it crispy) and pour onto the above mentioned bahan. Boleh mampos sebab sedap sgt. But takleh makan kat Malaysia coz sini panas, and you’d be sitting in front of the alat pemanas. So kena makan masa snow turun la. Hehehehe..lapar dowh kalau pikir balik.
Oh, we played bowling with the National Champion and had a blast. As usual, Ica selalu kena minat dgn semua makhluk atas dunia ni. The photographer, the bowling guy to name a few. Ayah’s girlfriend thought us how to make ayaq setan (Vodka, Passoa, Peach & Orange) and best gila rasa dia. Ayah’s wine cellar is so gempak!
Next stop. Paris. Sucks. Hated it to bits. Luggage was heavy. The underground train macam cilake big time. We were alone, couldn’t speak or comprehend the language, it was cold, we were tired, too tired that we became grumpy and crancky (may’s tahap crancky darab lapan belas). Lucky we were there for two nights only. Didnt get to see Paris at night. But takpe lah, tak penting. Did our shopping at Notradme (salah eja tapi lantak ah, aku malas nak refer) visited Eiffel Tower, Louvre, and a few other spots. Kool. But masa tu dah nak pikir balik Malaysia je dah, pergi mampos la City of Love pe kelancau. We left Charles De Gaulle Airport on 10th April 2008, me back to Malaysia and Ica left for London.
So I have to thank Papa and Ayah for the trip. Satu sen pun gua tak bayar, rasa bersalah pun ada jugak but it was a birthday gift so I guess I deserved it.
Ok, and now its raining. Love you, Kookoo Bird.
The sky says its gonna rain, but i doubt so la. But if it rains, then I’m gonna continue sleeping. Nirma sayang will be coming later in the afternoon after gym. Best la, since I’ve got nothing to do and am fcuking bored and I get to spent time with her. Dah lama tak makan sorang2, tengok wayang sorang2, or lepak Starbucks sorang2. I wonder if I could still do it. With my Loved (not pronounced ‘levet”) ones around me, I believe I have no reason to do so.
Ohm, I think i’ve lost my skills in writing (not that I ever had one) and it has been quiet sometime since I’ve posted anything on my blog. Had requests but unfortunately, am too lazy and had no access to internet( oh i now, have my own laptop).
A lot has happen eversince. I’ve resigned from Perbadanan Usahawan Nasional Berhad on February 2008 after serving the organisation for a year plus. Liked my job, but I dont think I could go far, given the limitation(s) i had to face. The pay sucks, too. But I’ve learnt a lot from them, and I’m thankful. Event is my thing. Dealing with people, entertaining them, organising, creating and getting things done is what I do best. However, I procastinate macam babi (not that Im proud of it) and thats not good.
I left for Paris + Switzerland on 1st April 2008. The trip was great, we got first class treatment form our Ayah ( our uncle whos already like a dad to us) throughout our stay and I enjoyed it very much (visit my page on facebook). Went to see the mountains, and we went sliding from the roof top since tak reti nak ski. As usual, Im prone to accidents, so as I was about to get out from the cable car, I slipped (it was the snow, not me) and tercium tapak kasut mat salleh tak mandi and unfortunately as I tried to get up - my butt crack said hello. Kat Tioman jatuh, kat Lang Tengah pun jatuh, kat Switzerland pun jatuh. Clumsy, bodo.
Ayah cooked every meal and the food was tremendously good. To name a few, Ayah’s perfect Sunnyside-Up. Two eggs (each x 7 days =14 eggs) fried in a pan with a hint of salt and pepper and a dash of Wurze (a type of seasoning they use) and makan dgn Toast (speacially designed bread). We look forward to breakfast every morning, while browsing thru Facebook since we had internet access in our room. And we ate a lot of pasta, and tortilla for lunch & dinner. Simple but nice. At Aunt Sussanne’s place, we had Racklett, a traditional Swiss serving of Potatoes from their backyard, Mushrooms, Chilli with Cheese (wtf?), cucumber, onions. You first melt the cheese (i liked it crispy) and pour onto the above mentioned bahan. Boleh mampos sebab sedap sgt. But takleh makan kat Malaysia coz sini panas, and you’d be sitting in front of the alat pemanas. So kena makan masa snow turun la. Hehehehe..lapar dowh kalau pikir balik.
Oh, we played bowling with the National Champion and had a blast. As usual, Ica selalu kena minat dgn semua makhluk atas dunia ni. The photographer, the bowling guy to name a few. Ayah’s girlfriend thought us how to make ayaq setan (Vodka, Passoa, Peach & Orange) and best gila rasa dia. Ayah’s wine cellar is so gempak!
Next stop. Paris. Sucks. Hated it to bits. Luggage was heavy. The underground train macam cilake big time. We were alone, couldn’t speak or comprehend the language, it was cold, we were tired, too tired that we became grumpy and crancky (may’s tahap crancky darab lapan belas). Lucky we were there for two nights only. Didnt get to see Paris at night. But takpe lah, tak penting. Did our shopping at Notradme (salah eja tapi lantak ah, aku malas nak refer) visited Eiffel Tower, Louvre, and a few other spots. Kool. But masa tu dah nak pikir balik Malaysia je dah, pergi mampos la City of Love pe kelancau. We left Charles De Gaulle Airport on 10th April 2008, me back to Malaysia and Ica left for London.
So I have to thank Papa and Ayah for the trip. Satu sen pun gua tak bayar, rasa bersalah pun ada jugak but it was a birthday gift so I guess I deserved it.
Ok, and now its raining. Love you, Kookoo Bird.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Jalan 4B pukul Lapan Pagi...
My baby sara is reading the Muqaddam and its just awesomE!
Ok, it has been a while since I've posted anything. Well, I've written some stuff on paper but am just too lazy to type. ANyways, Im Fcuking tired. Of almost everything.
My granduncle passed away last nite and so I went for the funeral this morning. The rumah is just near my place, so agak kena penampar if I didnt attend the funeral la kan. So my 'wake up' call was suppose to be at 8 but apparently that didnt happen coz the Queen Mother II texted at 6.50 a.m. I managed to get ready in half hour, but Queen Mother II was rather fucking punctual, buzzed me at 7.56a.m. and the rest was history la. Let's not go there.
Came home at 9a.m. had my breakfast and continued my sleep. Confirm sume org jealous coz gua tak kerja. tapi gua takda gaji, so fair la kan.
Ok, I want to sleep now. Coz my bontot sakit duduk atas kerusi kecik ni.
Goodnite...Sweet Dreams...Love you...
Ok, it has been a while since I've posted anything. Well, I've written some stuff on paper but am just too lazy to type. ANyways, Im Fcuking tired. Of almost everything.
My granduncle passed away last nite and so I went for the funeral this morning. The rumah is just near my place, so agak kena penampar if I didnt attend the funeral la kan. So my 'wake up' call was suppose to be at 8 but apparently that didnt happen coz the Queen Mother II texted at 6.50 a.m. I managed to get ready in half hour, but Queen Mother II was rather fucking punctual, buzzed me at 7.56a.m. and the rest was history la. Let's not go there.
Came home at 9a.m. had my breakfast and continued my sleep. Confirm sume org jealous coz gua tak kerja. tapi gua takda gaji, so fair la kan.
Ok, I want to sleep now. Coz my bontot sakit duduk atas kerusi kecik ni.
Goodnite...Sweet Dreams...Love you...
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Flowers don't cost more on Valentines
Why?
If it helps, I want to erase the memory. Especially the ones being put in writing.
Should I?
Hmmm..just couldn't be bothered anymore...
"if you want to soar with the eagles...don't hang out with the chickens and the ducks.."
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Two Girls. A Guy. And A Pizza Place.
Oh No! Is this the end?
Ok, will come to that later. But for now, I’m at work trying to figure out what I want to eat when I get home in an hrs time. Just got off the phone with Rastam and he was making fun of my eating habits (98.54% were solid facts). Well, I really need to slow down. Its bad. Lennie told me of the -10 years down the road effect-. If I’m still alive in 2018, I’d be the luckiest gedempol-bitch alive.. Hans made me understand the concept of LIVING LARGE. Not FAT. Phat ? Yes.
So, Langkawi trip is only 2 days away. Will be leaving Ampang on 29/12 at midnite (am still confused if it’s Saturday or Friday). So when they go, I’ll go la tak kesah la pagi ke malam. Will be the ONLY girl on the trip, until LiyaNa, Adreanna and Leeshy joins us waaayyy later. A feast - of hamsters? Oh yes.
Don’t know what to expect. I’m preparing for the worse.
On another note- I’ve learnt to let go. Of which I thought I never could. But yes, finally I’m blessed with people around me whom I can rely on (besides my angel sisters). Fake ke tak, belakang kira. Yang dah sedia ada FAKE tu, terang-terang lampu spot lite disuluh with a sandwich board hung on his/her bahu that says “IM A FAKE” kasi letak jauh2 laa..simpan buat apa? How long this feeling will last, well God knows. For now, I think I can breathe better and see things clearer without X with me. Was told not to leave and run away from X, but to face it with dignity. Gua lari, gua bengong. Gua face, gua champion. I’m lucky that I’m getting all the support I need. They observe (critical thinkers kan), and not liking it. Supportive friends with good hearts, what more do I want?
Trying to prove one’s point is not the goal now. It’s moving on with life and feel blessed that benda tu PERNAH jadi, and I became stronger because of it. Again, it’s a PROCESS la.. R&D belum complete, cik kak. Makmal mungkin meletup if salah mix the potion. Takpe la, kalau tak jadi. Mula la balik. Belajar kan? Tak rugi..
Risk is another factor. Lately I’ve discovered that people, I mean some “toot” species called “toot” are afraid of risk. Risk of not having things THEIR way. Wei, this is life la. If you expect everything to be smooth sailing throughout your life starting from pakai diapers masa baby to diapers bila dah tak jumpa lobang jamban (dah tua), pegi la mampos. Life can be easy if you maneuver it well. THAT I believe. But again, how to execute the plan? God knows. Im no OPRAH. Oprah pun boleh tahan bangang kot when it comes to life. Apehal adopt anak anjing ramai2? Duit melambak. Tapi tu laaa..kurang pakai anugerah Tuhan. Again, it boils down to risk. In this case, risk of commitment.
I was (am still) stuck in a middle of serabutness right now. Bukan masalah sendiri, tapi kalau silap approach it can be the reason I jump into the laut and die. I mean, it’s non of my business pun. But things happen kan, so nak put the blame on gua ke nak blame the FATE?
If people are wise enough to think, and MENERIMA HAKIKAT seadanya, Alhamdulillah.
If not?
Ok, will come to that later. But for now, I’m at work trying to figure out what I want to eat when I get home in an hrs time. Just got off the phone with Rastam and he was making fun of my eating habits (98.54% were solid facts). Well, I really need to slow down. Its bad. Lennie told me of the -10 years down the road effect-. If I’m still alive in 2018, I’d be the luckiest gedempol-bitch alive.. Hans made me understand the concept of LIVING LARGE. Not FAT. Phat ? Yes.
So, Langkawi trip is only 2 days away. Will be leaving Ampang on 29/12 at midnite (am still confused if it’s Saturday or Friday). So when they go, I’ll go la tak kesah la pagi ke malam. Will be the ONLY girl on the trip, until LiyaNa, Adreanna and Leeshy joins us waaayyy later. A feast - of hamsters? Oh yes.
Don’t know what to expect. I’m preparing for the worse.
On another note- I’ve learnt to let go. Of which I thought I never could. But yes, finally I’m blessed with people around me whom I can rely on (besides my angel sisters). Fake ke tak, belakang kira. Yang dah sedia ada FAKE tu, terang-terang lampu spot lite disuluh with a sandwich board hung on his/her bahu that says “IM A FAKE” kasi letak jauh2 laa..simpan buat apa? How long this feeling will last, well God knows. For now, I think I can breathe better and see things clearer without X with me. Was told not to leave and run away from X, but to face it with dignity. Gua lari, gua bengong. Gua face, gua champion. I’m lucky that I’m getting all the support I need. They observe (critical thinkers kan), and not liking it. Supportive friends with good hearts, what more do I want?
Trying to prove one’s point is not the goal now. It’s moving on with life and feel blessed that benda tu PERNAH jadi, and I became stronger because of it. Again, it’s a PROCESS la.. R&D belum complete, cik kak. Makmal mungkin meletup if salah mix the potion. Takpe la, kalau tak jadi. Mula la balik. Belajar kan? Tak rugi..
Risk is another factor. Lately I’ve discovered that people, I mean some “toot” species called “toot” are afraid of risk. Risk of not having things THEIR way. Wei, this is life la. If you expect everything to be smooth sailing throughout your life starting from pakai diapers masa baby to diapers bila dah tak jumpa lobang jamban (dah tua), pegi la mampos. Life can be easy if you maneuver it well. THAT I believe. But again, how to execute the plan? God knows. Im no OPRAH. Oprah pun boleh tahan bangang kot when it comes to life. Apehal adopt anak anjing ramai2? Duit melambak. Tapi tu laaa..kurang pakai anugerah Tuhan. Again, it boils down to risk. In this case, risk of commitment.
I was (am still) stuck in a middle of serabutness right now. Bukan masalah sendiri, tapi kalau silap approach it can be the reason I jump into the laut and die. I mean, it’s non of my business pun. But things happen kan, so nak put the blame on gua ke nak blame the FATE?
If people are wise enough to think, and MENERIMA HAKIKAT seadanya, Alhamdulillah.
If not?
Sunday, December 16, 2007
The Gallery. Nanson Road .Siangapore
Awesome!
Me and my dad took a flight to Singapore on Saturday. Am so glad they booked us for the Singapore Airlines and yes, the seats were more spacious and the best part was I could buckle up the tali pinggang.
FYI, I had to tahan my nafas (kempiskan perut) for a good solid 45 mins on my trip to Penang recently on Malaysia Airlines 737. Putus urat kentut.
Bodho.
So I took the KLIA Express from KL Sentral and arrived in KLIA at 8.30 a.m. Waited for dad and we checked in the luggage before boarding the plane (duh!wtf?). And since we were on an international flight, they had those rules yang tak boleh bawak certain form of liquid. ahahha..there goes my solution for my contact lenses. Biasa la, gua kan degil.Whatever.
So sampai and we checked into our rooms. We stayed at this hotel - The Gallery and it was simply great. We had each, one room to ourselves and a 40 inch flatscreen TV for me to enjoy. Yes. Alone. Without daddy having the remote.
so I slept after Lunch (Delifrance) and couldn't remember where I was. Got ready for the annual dinner at about 7pm (thanks to Nirma- my angel) and I looked all elegant that nite (black kan, u'd never go wrong).
Dinner was at LebaneseBar at Fullerton Street. and of course they served free flow of wine.liquor and beer. WITH Labanese food. The Fallafel was good, so does the Lamb Khebsa and the roasted chicken.
Met other Country Directors i.e from Indonesia (fucking good looking mcm pelakon), Phillipines, Taiwan, China, India, and the three Singapore tycoons Mr. James Lee, C.P Lee, and Lee Ramos. Obviously I was the youngest Director from Malaysia and they made a joke about my awfully long signature (which I didn't get, but they all laughed). I was introduced to the 150 employees of APP Systems Pvt Ltd. And they thought I was 15! Buta ke? Keciwa bodoh.
Oh yeah. the Belly Dancer. Tetek besar bola basketball Rastam.
But she was good. Daddy felt uncomfortable tho.
Came home the next day at 0845hrs. Shared my Toffee Nut Latte with dad and was pretty satisfied and felt contented with myself.
Ok, I know this is a boring entry. Just read Saddiq's post. Can never top that. Funny.
Will be spending New Year's Eve in Langkawi.
with Great company. (Syafiq Bakar, Liyana Ghaus, Jojoi, Jimmy Jaya, Adreanna Arjunaidi ,Achap Timberlake, Rastam Ariffin, and Me)
Hope it will be a great one.
Opening a new leaf for next year.
Me and my dad took a flight to Singapore on Saturday. Am so glad they booked us for the Singapore Airlines and yes, the seats were more spacious and the best part was I could buckle up the tali pinggang.
FYI, I had to tahan my nafas (kempiskan perut) for a good solid 45 mins on my trip to Penang recently on Malaysia Airlines 737. Putus urat kentut.
Bodho.
So I took the KLIA Express from KL Sentral and arrived in KLIA at 8.30 a.m. Waited for dad and we checked in the luggage before boarding the plane (duh!wtf?). And since we were on an international flight, they had those rules yang tak boleh bawak certain form of liquid. ahahha..there goes my solution for my contact lenses. Biasa la, gua kan degil.Whatever.
So sampai and we checked into our rooms. We stayed at this hotel - The Gallery and it was simply great. We had each, one room to ourselves and a 40 inch flatscreen TV for me to enjoy. Yes. Alone. Without daddy having the remote.
so I slept after Lunch (Delifrance) and couldn't remember where I was. Got ready for the annual dinner at about 7pm (thanks to Nirma- my angel) and I looked all elegant that nite (black kan, u'd never go wrong).
Dinner was at LebaneseBar at Fullerton Street. and of course they served free flow of wine.liquor and beer. WITH Labanese food. The Fallafel was good, so does the Lamb Khebsa and the roasted chicken.
Met other Country Directors i.e from Indonesia (fucking good looking mcm pelakon), Phillipines, Taiwan, China, India, and the three Singapore tycoons Mr. James Lee, C.P Lee, and Lee Ramos. Obviously I was the youngest Director from Malaysia and they made a joke about my awfully long signature (which I didn't get, but they all laughed). I was introduced to the 150 employees of APP Systems Pvt Ltd. And they thought I was 15! Buta ke? Keciwa bodoh.
Oh yeah. the Belly Dancer. Tetek besar bola basketball Rastam.
But she was good. Daddy felt uncomfortable tho.
Came home the next day at 0845hrs. Shared my Toffee Nut Latte with dad and was pretty satisfied and felt contented with myself.
Ok, I know this is a boring entry. Just read Saddiq's post. Can never top that. Funny.
Will be spending New Year's Eve in Langkawi.
with Great company. (Syafiq Bakar, Liyana Ghaus, Jojoi, Jimmy Jaya, Adreanna Arjunaidi ,Achap Timberlake, Rastam Ariffin, and Me)
Hope it will be a great one.
Opening a new leaf for next year.
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