Bangkrik...

Whut tha F?

My life is all about "pubbing" (sounds more like pubic huhu..) and "chilling" ALL THE TIME, of which at one point can be extremely positive coz Im blardy happy, but lama2 boleh mati.

On ThuRS I was there with JOi, on Fri with Kish (wasn't planned), again with JOi on SaT (had gud time with them.Thnx BoyOut!), lucky thing they were closed on SuN (thank God) and I was there again last nite, not even 24 hours away from our last visit. Apa teruk sgt ni tosh? But I was on air sejuk (trust me,only tosh can pull it off and ppl think im sipping Voddy). Healthy? Oh yes.. so korang jangan bising.. calories..calories..

Chowed early from ofc yesterday (hati panas). I was so blardy sleepy I had no idea why. Slept early on Sunday, so there's no reason to feel sleepy kan. I even walked like trillion times to the toilet just to get me moving. 5 mins felt like 5,000,000 years. Kejap2 tengok jam (chewah). Tapi jam dah calar coz the nite before I played "tinju berirama" with JOi. A big dent on the watch strap. Felt like chit.

Sara got discharged from Ampang Puteri yesterday evening. I called to ask if Ish needed a ride, but he said 'sokay". So I slept. Gila heaven dapat katil ( I love my room now, thnx to the angel). Then at 9.01p.m. the "Gymno" ringtone buzzed. In half hour I was out of bed, drove in the rain and picked him up.

Called Tot and she was with Lennie Lola @ A&W Petaling Jaya. Cipan jauh, memang la sampai tapi the journey nak balik karang yang nak mati.anyway..we pusing2 sampai la jumpa Al-Ansar and makan.. argued on a few things and then chowed coz the Tilawah & hujan was not a good combination afterall.

Got into the car, and had no hala tuju. Then ntah cemana, ada kuasa yang manouver the car and we got ourselves to HR. Macam takda orang, so we parked at RM5 and walked up. I was in my Arizona, pink seluar tedo, and crocs. He was in slippers, but had proper jeans and black Hugo top so it was ocay. tak la bangkrik sangat.

Lepak kat luar (Maria bute ke??). best gila sofa baru.macam boleh tido. so we were flying and berangan-ing about our new "project mission". Then it started to rain, so we sat at Huzz's table. Lepak with Uncle Halily, and Tok Wan Purnama. Then Bonda Mimi start panggil orang nyanyi. Then suddenly Uncle Halily sebut " we call upon the handsome boy to sing on stage".Muka cuak, tapi maintain. But he did fucking well la compared to the last time. Natural gila.

Yeah, and on our way home we discussed about the "big" problem. And I couldn't help having the exact words in my head, right this moment. It was a big step. And I know I MUST proceed if he really matters to me.

I have no reason no more.

-Babe